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I deleted everyone off my skype I just decided not to use it anymore, that's all.  Some people took it personally but I can't be bothered with that in my life right now.  I haven't explained because frankly my sleeping pattern is fucked and I'm taking sleeping aid pills to help at night.  Only thing is they make me sleep too much and I feel very groggy on them!!  Well I have had some bad "hate mail" and even been blocked but the truth is, fuck you if this isn't simple enough then I SIMPLY don't care that you take personal offense to something so obviously stupid!! :) Because really nobody has time for that not even the night owls and chronic

I am realizing that a lot of adults are exactly what my mom warned me of.  She did tell me some people never grow up, or mature as much as they should, or show their age. I'm not sure if any of you know what Asperger Syndrome is only because most people I come across don't.  I know a woman who is in her 40s who runs a school for children with Aspergers and different spectrums of autism.  I once sat in when the students were graduating completely moved by the mother who was a speaker at the ceremony.  I was impressed.  Now I am just very disappointed in people once again and all that I felt before for this woman and what she is doing has dimi

I have been in the hospital for suicide attempts.  I'm not trying to cause any alarm here and I'm not going to go into detail,  it's just part of my update on my jounral.  I still have my appointments set up to get help for my depression already so I'm still going through with them.  For once in my life everything seems to be going right since I left California.  When I was in Kansas and into Cali I lost a lot of weight, grew my hair out, bought myself clothes, started doing my make up etc. and I feel like my old self again.  I feel better about myself and I'm hella more confident than I ever have been!!  I'm very proud of how far I've come e